I'm not even sure where to begin with this, just that I need to start typing and get it out. I guess I'll write directly to you, it just feels right that way. I wish you could see you through my eyes. I wish you could feel the way you make my heart flutter with every smile, every kiss. I wish you could see yourself for who you truly and really are, an amazing, intelligent, talented, handsome, strong, and all around wonderful person. And even those words just don't seem to do you justice.
I wish you didn't judge yourself so harshly, we all make mistakes. Being wrong doesn't make you a bad person, we are all only human and we make mistakes. The fact that you can acknowledge yours and try to improve upon them and make them right tells me that you are every bit as wonderful as I once believed you to be. I let my grand ideas of you be tarnished by things that you did wrong, and that was wrong of me. I have realized that you are everything I ever thought you were and more. You are caring, you are kind, loving and patient. You are honest, forgiving, and beautiful on so many levels. I can't imagine my life without you, and I never want to. And I know that I will never have to again. We have proven time and again through the years that we just fit, we just belong together. Yes, we've been through a lot, yes we still fight about silly things, and no, we will never be perfect. But that's what makes us who we are, that's why we come together to make one incredibly beautiful, whole and happy soul. That's why you are my everything and the piece that was missing from my life that fits oh-so-perfectly.
Justin Shawn Cox, you are more than I could ever ask for. You are more than I ever dreamed of, more than I deserve. And you are everything I could ever want. I will continually thank God for you for the rest of my life, because you are one of the most amazing blessings he has ever gifted me with and I am so, so glad that He brought us through this fire. Maybe not completely whole and unscathed, but in the end we made it just the way He intended, holding onto each other. <3
I wish you didn't judge yourself so harshly, we all make mistakes. Being wrong doesn't make you a bad person, we are all only human and we make mistakes. The fact that you can acknowledge yours and try to improve upon them and make them right tells me that you are every bit as wonderful as I once believed you to be. I let my grand ideas of you be tarnished by things that you did wrong, and that was wrong of me. I have realized that you are everything I ever thought you were and more. You are caring, you are kind, loving and patient. You are honest, forgiving, and beautiful on so many levels. I can't imagine my life without you, and I never want to. And I know that I will never have to again. We have proven time and again through the years that we just fit, we just belong together. Yes, we've been through a lot, yes we still fight about silly things, and no, we will never be perfect. But that's what makes us who we are, that's why we come together to make one incredibly beautiful, whole and happy soul. That's why you are my everything and the piece that was missing from my life that fits oh-so-perfectly.
Justin Shawn Cox, you are more than I could ever ask for. You are more than I ever dreamed of, more than I deserve. And you are everything I could ever want. I will continually thank God for you for the rest of my life, because you are one of the most amazing blessings he has ever gifted me with and I am so, so glad that He brought us through this fire. Maybe not completely whole and unscathed, but in the end we made it just the way He intended, holding onto each other. <3
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